I find it really hard to call my team and 'admit defeat' and accept that i need medical intervention. It feels like all the hard work i have been doing was pointless and i will be looked upon as non-compliant with my treatments if i have ended up in hospital. I know this is a completely unjustified feeling as my team obviously know infections will happen regardless. But i hate asking for help, so i put off ringing my team to book a bed to go in for as long as possible thinking im superwomen and will manage to fight the infection through sheer determination, if only it was that simple :/ ....so anyway i phoned a while ago and told them my symptoms, they said i will need to go in, they will try to get me a bed asap, surprise surprise!!
So today is the mad rush to get things in place for my admission, making sure i have enough clean clothes and undies to take, getting some food to go in with, make any necessary calls. And of course meet Clare for a Starbucks before i go in, its going to be a long hard day but its almost a relief knowing i will be getting the medication i need in the next day or 2. I'm not sure if i will be able to get internet in hospital so i may not be able to update my blog so i will hopefully update in about 2 weeks once im home...until then, take care
I had a fab time in bucks :) Remember I am always here and yes you are not superwoman. Go in! we don't want you as poorly as u was last year! Do as I say, you know I'm always right :P
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Bloody thing never lets me log in using wordpress!
There is a bed, im going in at 10 tomorrow boohoo, but also kind of yay that ill be feeling better soon and not coughing up a lung in bucks hehe, ill be back in no time xx
ReplyDeleteGood good! Yep bucks don't want your germans! Behave yourself and I may even visit ;)
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